Love Ironic

day by day we changed 

and I went from laid back to suspicious from happy to malicious damn 

My whole demeanor is looking somewhat different.

and those misleading unfaithful kisses

they lied me right back down

on my back, on all fours, with my palms on the floor

I didnt want love made to make us anymore.

But like any woman in love my heart had a lock on the door

my self-esteem slid to the floor along with my

I wasnt his girl but I was damn sure his whore

pacing from corner to corner looking for something more

but she like he, was so efficient in balancing past and present

I can do nothing but thank his mistress

After healing I became the Mrs. 

of Mr. Right

Letter to My Replacement

Remember now that you been promoted to main chick - the side chick position is ready to be filled and trust me he has the resumes ready, no interviews necessary. If he cheated with you he will cheat on you and maybe then you will learn to close those legs tightly, at least around one man at a time.

Im Cheating.

I lay with you, but Im thinking about him

I kiss you and I wonder what he's doing

I sleep and he is the face I see in my dreams

When we talk I consider the words he would tell me

I completely disregard you and you have no idea

Im in love with another man. I love him whole-heartedly

and you? You I just pretend with. You are my ego-booster

You will never have my heart for it belongs to

the man you are not.

I love the man I THOUGHT you were

and that figment of my imagination is just that - imagination.